Today was pretty fun, I mean it wasnt a total waste of time... I worked 12-8, and then watched a movie at Luke's with Elvis and Val. It was so weird, I just wanted to kiss him, and tell him that I love him sooo bad. The thing is, im not sure if it's the fact that I really want to be with him, or i'm just lonely. He leaves sad away messages some times, like...I feel empty, and sad faces, and it makes me feel like im the worst person ever for that. He is the nicest guy ever, and I gave him up! I think i'm just afraid that I won't be able to find anyone who treats me as good as he did.

The movie we watched was The Ring Two, it was ok, it wasnt as scary as the first one...but i was scared!

Val and I didnt fight tonight, it was awesome...we are back to being like we used to be! It sux that are parents don't trust us anymore...My dad was so pissed at me tonight for being late, even though I told him that I was going to be, and because I ate at home when I said I was going to eat at Val's! I didnt think it was going to be such a big deal, but apparently it was...

Im excited for my PT tomorrow!!! I need it, I havent been eating very well these past few days, and I want to make sure that im in shape for school! I cant wait for school, durring the summer, I dont get to see my friends as much because they have to work, the only bad thing about going back to school is the fact that a lot of my friends are leaving! I dont want them to go, but I guess they have to...and soon I will be leaving too!

Well, I have to wake up @ 7 so I should probably go to bed....

~Nicole